Ok, so what the shit! Why is it I feel like Im NOT accomplishing anything, yet Iam. I mean,

*I got a Job at King Soopers

*Got my vaccinations up to date along with a good raping up my HELLO (Pap Test)

*Im going through food stamp classes with my mum and brother Jarred (which did I mention, we HAVE to do mandatory volunteer work; 18 hours a month at the Goodwill.

*Getting my teeth worked on this month before my insurance expires

*And not to mention its my birthday this Saturday. Nov 7th

Uggggggghhhhh!!! Honestly, What is it!?????!! Its not like im a hermit and Im not communicating with anyone like hanging out with friends (Which I do all the time and they are all so badass) and spending time with my Family (Which I do, I live with them and love them).
Is it the whole "School" thing and continuing my "Education"? Right now im NOT in a position to do this though.

Unlike most kids and most of my friends, I have no help or money from my family and NO car. (And please spare me the whole "Dont use having no car as an excuse" bullshit because YOUR NOT in MY POSITION. Honestly I can't even tell my friends half the shit that goes on in my life. (Excluding David my Love because he is FAMILY)

Maybe thats IT! Maybe I need to get my ass on getting my DAMN Mercedes up and going again so we can have a RELIABLE means of transportation because its not just ME living in this house and needing a car to get places. Well thats where I will start and NOT give up, because IAM a SCORPIO and we DO NOT give up!